Before tubing (about 6 months ago)
after tubing (about 6 months ago)
this isn't me tubing, but I am pretty sure I looked similar including the leg sticking out to the side. (about 6 months ago)
This past week has been busy, jam packed, and constantly moving, but at the same time I have had several times this past week where I felt sad, depressed, and lonely; to the point of crying uncontrollably. I feel like I don't have a lot of people to turn to and really open up to. Everyone has their lives and they are busy; I don't want to get in the way or bother them. My heart has seriously been aching; like the emotions in my chest are causing my heart to physically hurt and then all I can do is lay there and cry. Is this normal?
There have been good times this past week. On Monday I went to Sea World with the Pre-Veterinary Medical Association from my school. Everything was paid for, except for food, which was a bomb deal! We got to walk around ALL DAY long and look at the animals. Around 1:30 we went on a 'behind-the-scenes' tour and Sea World hooked us up since we are Pre-Vet students so we got to meet one of the lead veterinarians there. He talked to us for a good hour about what goes on there, he showed us really cool xrays of seals, sharks, penguins, hedgehogs, birds, seahorses, and turtles. It was an awesome experience.
I hung out at my parent's house on Tuesday and Wednesday, which was good times. I actually got some work done. Unfortunately I was so busy that I was not able to get my graduation pictures done so I missed out on that. I am so ready to graduate! May 12th...
I want God to heal my heart from everything and help me to be content in where I am in life right now.